There is somebody who can melt this heart away with a smile
make the dullest gray day flash with the brights colors
Someone who's voice could stroke heartcords within our conversations
but we don't talk no more so that beatuiful melody that I longed for i now constantly miss is just some long distance memory. Missing being in the same place at the same just to cacth a glimps an occasional smile from her. I wrote for her and didn't know it just as loved and didn't show it...to her. A fool who wrote poems and didnt share them sing songs to sernade my lover in dreams and seemed to be enough at least to me for the longest time I lived our love in fantasies.

There is somebody who I admire greatly but she already knows a lovers arms who's not my own. Already to familar with lips that will never be mine. A touch that this fingertips will never worship. and it saddens me to realize this horrible truth. and somehow I found a way to smile at this. I don't torment my self with jealously but envy is sin. For everything that I wanted to do  someone is already doing them my greatest wish is to see that smile and for her to know that no two are perfect but that this is perfect imperfection and when her lips curl into that smile I smile even if it's not my doing. BECAUSE SHES HAPPY. and thats all I could ever ask for.